Ever - Emilie Autumn

I've been racing for you honey
But you take your love
From under my feet
The very moment I arrive
I hold the invitation in my hand
You smile and I don't understand
When you tell me the writing ain't yours
You were the one thing I could count on
Even if your apathy was what I expected
Oh darling I waited and waited to feel your footsteps
And to hear your breath
But maybe I just wanted someone to wait for

CHORUS
You were ever in my mind
You were behind my soul each time
I held it to the flame
You were ever in my precious thoughts
I'd leave a room of angels
Just to be alone
If only to say your name
I never told you I needed you darling
Like a rose needs the rain
How could you possibly know how much
So I reach for your love
Like the moon and the stars
Ever in my sight
Ever out of touch

There's a spotlight of a holy kind
Think it comes from somewhere
Up in the sky or from some far off lovely place
But this light never ever ever shone on me
At least as far as I could see
So I sat in the dark and I watched you
Now I just cry to myself
When there's no one around
And I teach myself to walk backwards
Out of any given situation
Yes I can be graceful and try
Not to step on my train and
You don't have to say goodbye
But I'll be right here if you want to

CHORUS

Now I could paint your portrait
If I never saw you again
When I am old someone may ask me
If I ever loved
And I will speak but they won't recognize
My words, they'll say I'm telling lies
And maybe I am
Maybe I am
All I know is

CHORUS

Ref:
Nejlepší večírek příde
když nečekáš
když zrovna prázdnej víkend
v plánu máš
zažiješ všechno co sám
vůbec nečekáš
s partou co volá -
kámo,hej ty si náš

1. Člověk se snáží
a žije jak musí
málokdy zůstává
čas na psí kusy
trochu si plánuješ
i med kolem pusy
jenže čerti v nás
jednou ožít musí

proletíš ohněm a
vzhůru až ke hvězdám
kašleš na prachy
ať mám jen to co mám
když se ti ozve pár přátel
příd musíš k nám
to je ta chvíle
kdy nesmíš v tom zůstat sám

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2. Ráno je blbě a
dost velký kusy
za oknem vidíš jen
kachny a husy
děláš jen věci
co pak tvý tělo musí
tak zas poznáváš
co člověk v životě zkusí

a všem co mají k tomu
jen blbý kecy
směješ se že řeší
stále jen zlý věci
říkáš nám práci
co dali se musí
stereotyp blbý
v lidech svých dusí

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