Tears of laughter - Diary of dreams

I will be crying tears of laugher
if I could see me smile again

I still reach for the stars
but all I touch is my horizont
I still belive my eyes
but all I see is my blindness

I still reach for the stars
but all I touch is my horizont
I still belive my ears
but all I hear is lasting silence

I could be sipent of for witness
juding on my sacred eye
Still I found the other time
what was left of me inside

Can I call this my burden
or is this just my dream to fly
I will be crying tears of laughter
if I could see me smile again

weaker, weaker every day
I forgot my urge to fly away

And is my life as bitter as it is
cold and lonely enough
If you acived what you are longing for
sad enough this can not be undone
I dropped my eyes ad shiver as I see
the reflection in the mirror of me

Have you given up my friend?
Forgiveness be mine
Have you given up my friend?
Forgiveness be mine

I still reach the stars
but all I touch is my horisont
Can I call this my burden
or is this just my dream to fly

I will be crying tears of laughter
if I could see me smile again