Ft. 50 Cent - forgive me - Proof

Verse 1- Proof]
Barely raised by my dysfunktional fam
Here I stand as a dysfunktional man
Quick temper, short fuse, and pissed at God
Demons pullin´ at my soul till its ripped apart
Sickest heart, mama that fire I started it
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet while the wires shit
Was positive for bout a ??? to bust nuts
Then bust up, and a mama that don´t show her son enough love
That´s why I run from my first son
And force these chicken head xxxxxxx to get abortions
I married the game, my mistress is fame
My girl packed her close, xxxx she know I ain´t gon´ change
Go insane in the world, evil is ???
I done shot at houses, people and cars
The deeper the scars, the worst is the history
God you ain´t gotta forgive me, just don´t forget me

[Hook- 50 Cent]
Lord forgive me, for I´ve sinned
Over and over again, just to stay ontop
I recall memories, filled with sin
Over and over again, and again

[Verse 2- Proof]
And most importantly, I´m tryna support my seeds
Can´t seem to get away from them court and fees
Embroidery of my hood across my heart disorderly
Breakin´ in houses of people who ain´t got more than me
Accordingly, I´m movin´ error
Gotta face the fact though, I can´t fool this mirror
Neglecting my daughter and tryna blame on how I was brought up
Like I´m a product of my environment, why ain´t I shot up
Got up today like why you let me breathe again
And with each breath I feel death is creepin´ in
Thinkin´ sin is a ??? and I´ma finish last
My pen and ??? caught my life as each minute passed
Passed minutes, I shook sin and took drugs
I did right by you but still you took Bugz
Then caught me in adultry, fought me
For not knowin´ in through the dark streets
You want me, talk to me

[Hook- 50 Cent]
Lord forgive me, for I´ve sinned
Over and over again, just to stay ontop
I recall memories, filled with sin
Over and over again, and again

[Verse 3- Proof]
Its the wrists thats a rush to rush my wrists into cuffs
Its like a fight for your attention and love
Speakin´ of Bugz, give me a hint from above
If he not you know I wanna be xxxx when I´m done
Kid outta wedlock so my lady frontin´
I love Em cause he gave me somethin´
A positive anything is better than a negative nothin´
I was on the edge of death ready to jump in
Its hard when you can´t find love anywhere
And just because the rev ??? don´t really care
Pop fo´ crack with a sufferin´ past
I dream of black and white, the world color me bad
Other than sad, painful and stressed
Life is good with the wealth that´s tangled with death
Control board or control the school
I´ve sinned amongst men and my soul is yours

[Hook x2- 50 Cent]
Lord forgive me, for I´ve sinned
Over and over again, just to stay ontop
I recall memories, filled with sin
Over and over again, and again