Sorry to my Brother - Zuzana Smatanová

I´ve never been beaten
my body has never suffered
I´ve never been beaten
for every stupid word that I´ve ever said
Scoring, I´ve just have been scoring for noise which every morning,
was dilate through the streets and through the bus
Ignoring, I was always ignoring the mess my room is boring, in fact is
the only place that I possess...
I´ve never been beaten,
my head has never suffered
I´ve never been condemn
for every failure even if I didn´t nothing
Smiling, I used to smiling at jokes
they made me crying , but if only they weren´t funny
but silly anymore...
Trying, I´ve always been trying to impress
endeavor was useless, that´s why I was taken
for a child who was crying for being denied...

My only idea was always to pack my suitcase
I know that always was looked after about me - sorry
I´ve never been beaten so I hope that it´ll stay like this
it will be sorry to my brother,brother whom i missed...

I´ve never been beaten
my brother got trashing for me
but I respect him, for every slap by hand
which he has stood - and only because of me...
Getting, I´ve always been getting more
but now I´m pity,that he was consider
like an unrewarded for...
I´ve never been beaten
my body has never suffered
I´ve never been beaten
for every stupid word that I´ve ever said...

Nikdy som nebola bitá,
moje telo nikdy netrpelo,
nikdy som nebola bitá,
za každé hlúpe slovo,ktoré som povedala.
Hodnotená, bola som iba hodnotená,za hluk,ktorý sa každé ráno
šíril skrz ulicu a autobus,
Ignorovaná, bola som vždy ignorovaná, zmätok v mojej izbe je nudný,
v skutočnosti je to jediné miesto,ktoré
vlastním...
Nikdy som nebola bitá,
moja hlava nikdy netrpela,
nikdy som nebola odsúdená,
za každé zlyhanie aj keď som nič neurobila.
Usmievala,často som sa usmievala
na vtipoch,z ktorých som plakala,
ale ak neboli zábavné,
tak ešte aj hlúpe...
Skúšala,vždy som skúšala zapôsobiť,
snaha bola zbytočná,to preto som bola zadaná,
pre deti ktoré plakali pre každé zakázané jestvovanie...
Iba v mojich myšlienkach bol vždy
balík mojich túžob,
viem, že ja som ho vždy strážila-prepáč.
Nikdy som nebola bitá tak dúfam, že to tak zostane,
bude to prepáč pre môjho brata,
brata,ktorý mi chýbal...
Nikdy som nebola bitá,
môj brat bol pre mňa nezmyselný,
ale rešpektovala som ho za každú facku rukou,
z ktorej on mal problémy -a len kvôli mne...
Získavala,vždy som získavala viac,
ale teraz mám súcit,
čo on bral do úvahy,
ako neodmenenie za...
Nikdy som nebola bitá,
moje telo nikdy netrpelo,
nikdy som nebola bitá,
za každé húpe slovo,ktoré som povedala